perksofbeingmel

as time goes on with you, it’s very hard for me to look at anyone else and think their love could possibly be as great as ours

until this year I had never thought that – I knew our story was great, I knew our love was great, but this year was a shift in just how great, just how deep, just how pure

I have thought for years that I’d never get you back, but I have more hope than ever that one day your entirety might return to me

I joke that I spend my life waiting for you, when really, it’s the truest thing I’ve ever said.

my life is and always will be waiting for you

but I don’t mind, even when I do, the waiting has always been worth it.

all of the loss I’ve felt has turned understanding into some resentment & I can only change my perspective to make it up to you

I’ve been so focused on how I feel about losing parts of you, I think somewhere along the way I forgot to think of how you’ve been trying to find yourself. I’ve never felt more selfish in my life.